I’ve been kinda down lately. Actually, ‘kinda down lately’ is a polite understatement. I’m not satisfied with my life and art at the moment. In fact, I very rarely am. But lately I don’t have enough to do to distract me from how bored and lonely I am. I feel like a vampire. I stay up half the night and sleep half the day. I hardly go out or see and speak to anyone. There’s a part of me that longs for solitude but it's not very good for me.
I need my art to be more sophisticated, to move away from complete representation. I dunno.
